As we continue our way through the New Testament, I’m moving ahead into 1 John. This book has a special place in my heart, because I have found myself coming back to it often amidst trials, and when I am in need of reminding of the gospel (which is every day).
In the passage below, I want us to hear from God the answers to the following questions -What role does repentance have in the life of a Christian? What does it look like? How does the gospel of Jesus enter into repentance?
1 John 1:5-10 – “This is the message we have heard from him and proclaim to you, that God is light, and in him is no darkness at all. If we say we have fellowship with him while we walk in darkness, we lie and do not practice the truth. But if we walk in the light, as he is in the light, we have fellowship with one another, and the blood of Jesus his Son cleanses us from all sin. If we say we have no sin, we deceive ourselves, and the truth is not in us. If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness. If we say we have not sinned, we make him a liar, and his word is not in us.”
Let’s walk through this together. It’s good news, and Truth, that God is perfectly good, perfectly righteous, and there is no sin or evil either outwardly, or inwardly in His motivations. This is our God. This is the God who loved us enough to die to ransom us, and with whom everyone who hopes in Jesus alone for salvation will spend eternity. We could sit in those truths and rejoice for eternity, (and we will in Heaven) but for today let’s keep moving.
Knowing that about God’s holiness and righteousness, it follows that we cannot say we have fellowship (intimate relationship) with God, while we are walking in sin. What does this mean? It means that if we have unchecked sin in our life, unconfessed sin that we are practicing, and hiding from others – we do not have fellowship with our holy God. It’s an important question to check our own hearts when we find ourselves in sin – Why do we want to stop sinning? If we want to stop sinning simply because the guilt we feel or consequences we have from sin, we are no different from a non-believer. We pursue righteousness, personal holiness because we have tasted the goodness of God, and the sweetness of fellowship with Him, and we want fellowship with Him more than we want whatever temporal pleasures or comfort sin may seemingly offer.
Repentance literally means to change ones mind about a thing. It means before I sought pleasure and comfort in this way, and now I see there is no lasting pleasure or comfort in those things, and instead I see and savor God as my ultimate treasure and pursue Him. So it doesn’t mean that I never struggle with sin, but it mean that the gospel of Jesus Christ has destroyed the lie of sin, that joy can be found there, and so we push forward seeking more of God each day.
I love the next verses John gives, because it kills any pride or root of self-righteousness that may want to spring up in a Christian. verses 8-10:
If we say we have no sin, we deceive ourselves, and the truth is not in us. If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness. If we say we have not sinned, we make him a liar, and his word is not in us.”
If we say we have no sin, we deceive ourselves, and the truth is not in us. Let’s stop there for a moment. When is that not true? What moment in our earthly life, will that statement of God not be valid for every one of us? Among our Christian friends, if they ask us how they can be praying for us – there is always something to be prayed for. If they ask what sin we are struggling with, and how they can encourage us and pray for us, there should always be an answer other than “I’m ok”. None of us are ok, apart from the grace and mercy of God, and so we need to be running back to the cross of Jesus as often as we can, to be reminded of what He has done for us.
What is the good news? If we confess our sins – God is faithful and right to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness. Now, in reality, all of our sins were atoned for, and we were made right with God through Jesus 2,000 years ago, so what does this mean for us? It means our soul will be cleansed and renewed to have fellowship with God, where our joy is found. Looking at the flip side, if we are not confessing our sins, it means that we are actively disbelieving the gospel because at a heart level it means that we are not trusting in God’s grace and forgiveness through Christ. I’m going to be explicit here, because many will try a type of compartmentalization here that is deceiving and unhelpful if someone simply takes this confession to be to God – this confession should be both to God and another Christian brother or sister. There is so much healing God wants for you in being known by other followers of Jesus – to hear your sin, and have someone look at you and mourn your sin and it’s devastation with you, but also remind you of the gospel.
John wraps up his call to confession with yet another reminder, that we are all sinners, and to say otherwise is to betray our own ignorance of God and His holiness. We are all in this together.
Humility, Repentance, Forgiveness, Grace, and Mercy – these should mark the daily lives of Christ followers. Humble because we’re all sinners. Repentant because we have tasted the goodness of God, and want more of Him for our joy. Forgiving, because we are constantly being forgiven by God. Gracious because all good things in our life have been undeserved and a gift of God, so we are gracious to others. Merciful, because we have been extended great mercy by God through Jesus, and so we are able to extend mercy to fellow sinners. All of this bears itself out in walking in repentance daily.
My exhortation is to find people whom you can do this with. If you have barriers from past experiences, I would encourage you to talk with a pastor or elder about that, and work to find a group of people who will love and encourage you towards Christ, and whom you can likewise love and encourage towards Christ. If you are walking in darkness, hiding from others because of shame from your sin – I want to ask you gently, how is that going? What good has come from hiding? The peace you are seeking, the freedom and joy you desire, can only be found in a transparent relationship with God.
One of my elders of my own church said it very well in this way – Better to be honest and broken, but secure in your salvation, than to be hiding and seemingly ok, but condemned. God will meet you wherever you are, just come.
Grace and Peace,
Adam