I see it over and over again; people bearing a burden from past sin, or people who believe that God cannot love them because of their current sin struggles. I know, I have tasted personally what that feels like. My own sin struggles are not unlike anyone else’s, except that in the eyes of God, I am perhaps even more guilty for all the knowledge of God that He has revealed to me. So when I hear from people, broken over their sin; feeling unable to come before the LORD; I have a deep empathy for them. Moreover, I know that this is one of the primary tools that Satan uses against the people of God. People may feel like because they have cursed God, or committed some other sin in their past, they are unforgivable. That is not of God. Jesus came to save not the righteous, but sinners. When Christ died for you, He didn’t die for a better version of you, but the you you are today. Every one of your sins was known to Him and He bore them all. In Him, you are righteous already, free to pursue joy in the righteousness of God.
Two things I want to say. Every breath I take in front of God, apart from His grace is an offense to His name. God is INFINITELY holy. So if someone feels bad about past or current sin, my first response may take them by surprise; the first thing I want to say is that your offense is way worse than you can imagine. BUT! God, although right and just to leave us in our sins to our judgment, instead showed His love and mercy for us by taking all of our sin on Himself. The second thing I would want to say, is that if you have been pierced with Godly grief, a grief not based on the consequences of your sin, but rather a grief that you have offended our Holy God who loves you, that is a blessing from the LORD. God has given you that grief to lead you to repent and turn to Him.
2 Corinthians 7:9-10 – “As it is, I rejoice, not because you were grieved, but because you were grieved into repenting. For you felt a godly grief, so that you suffered no loss through us. For godly grief produces a repentance that leads to salvation without regret, whereas worldly grief produces death.”
My exhortation then is to not shy away from your grief – do not harden your heart against the voice of God, but press into it. Take every ounce of Godly grief with you to the Lord in prayer, over His Word, and in fasting. Hebrews 3:15 – “Today, if you hear his voice,do not harden your hearts as in the rebellion.” Use that grief to ask forgiveness and make war on your sin, knowing that in Christ, every one of your sins has been paid for already; every sin has been conquered. Be prepared, although God’s peace in forgiveness is immediate, every sin wrecks havoc on our intimacy with the LORD. The steadfast love of God will not fail, however, but God will heal those who wait for the LORD.
Isaiah 57:14-19 – “And it shall be said, “Build up, build up, prepare the way, remove every obstruction from my people’s way.”For thus says the One who is high and lifted up, who inhabits eternity, whose name is Holy: “I dwell in the high and holy place, and also with him who is of a contrite and lowly spirit, to revive the spirit of the lowly, and to revive the heart of the contrite. For I will not contend forever, nor will I always be angry; for the spirit would grow faint before me, and the breath of life that I made. Because of the iniquity of his unjust gain I was angry, I struck him; I hid my face and was angry, but he went on backsliding in the way of his own heart. I have seen his ways, but I will heal him; I will lead him and restore comfort to him and his mourners, creating the fruit of the lips. Peace, peace, to the far and to the near,” says the LORD, “and I will heal him.”
Even knowing the consequences of sin, we would all continue to backslide away from the LORD if left only to ourselves, but God is our healer. My encouragement today is to lay every burden you are carrying with you at the feet of the LORD. The steadfast love of God is new each morning, draw near to God and He will draw near to you.
Hosea 6:1-3 – “Come, let us return to the LORD; for he has torn us, that he may heal us; he has struck us down, and he will bind us up. After two days he will revive us; on the third day he will raise us up, that we may live before him. Let us know; let us press on to know the LORD; his going out is sure as the dawn; he will come to us as the showers, as the spring rains that water the earth.”
Grace and Peace,
Adam